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(hahahaha) NoNo NoNo
(hahahaha) NoNo NoNo
I knew from the very beginning
That it’s not possible
But still
For just one moment
I wanted to see my dream as achievable
That’s all
(By you) I wanted to be loved by you
(From me) I worked to get close to you, but
(By you) I don’t want to be hated by you
So I worked to get far away
1234567 “0”
I won’t want to do things
Which are not like myself, that’s surely
The truth
Even though I myself was shocked
That the wound is deeper than
I’d imagined
(Of you) Because I love you
(From you) It’s best to disappear from you
(Of you) If I could hate you
It would have been easier
The count that signals the beginning and the end
Rings out mercilessly
The answer you gave me
Was just too kind
That it’s so sad and painful
(By you) I wanted to be loved by you
(From me) I worked to get close to you, but
(By you) I don’t want to be hated by you
So I worked to get far away
(Of you) Because I love you
(From you) It’s best to disappear from you
(Of you) If I could hate you
It would have been easier
(hahahaha) NoNo NoNo
(hahahaha) NoNo NoNo
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