from No way to say single + Memorial address album.

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Left over from long ago
The wounds have started to hurt again
I hid my trembling heart
And substituted it with a smile

No matter how old I get, I remain the same
Even now, I only know
To mask cowardice by bravado

The feelings I wish to tell are overflowing, but
Hey, I can’t put them into words well
If I hadn’t met you
I wouldn’t have known such tantalizing pain

Slowly, I start to accept
The existence of the past I can’t heal
And that I can’t help
Feeling afraid of the future I can’t deny

Just how much more courage do I need to have
To be able to puff out my chest
And admit that some things are precious to me

The feelings I have are definite, but
Hey, I always can’t put them into words
Everyone will also carry these feelings
Which they have no way to say and live through today again

The feelings I wish to tell are overflowing, but
Hey, I can’t put them into words well
If I hadn’t met you
I won’t know such tantalizing pain

The feelings I have are definite, but
Hey, I always can’t put them into words
Everyone will also carry these feelings
Which they have no way to say and live through today again

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ROOMAJI

Nokosareta tooi mukashi no
Kizuato ga uzuki dashite mata
Furueteru kokoro kakushite
Hohoemi ni surikaeta

Ikutsu ni nattemo aikawarazu na watashi wa
Imademo okubyou de
Tsuyogaru koto bakari oboete yuku

Tsutaetai omoi wa afureru noni
Nee umaku kotoba ni naranai
Anata ni deaete inakereba konna
Modokashii itami sae mo shiranakatta ne

Sukoshizutsu mitome hajimeta
Iyasarenu kako no sonzai to
Kobamenai mirai ni ikura
Obietemo shikata nai to

Ato donogurai no yuuki ga motetara watashi wa
Daiji na mono dake wo
Mune wo hatte daiji to ieru darou

Tashikana omoi wa kanjiru noni
Nee itsumo kotoba ni dekinai
Daremo ga koushite kotoba ni naranai
Omoi wo kakae nagara kyou mo ikiteiru

Tsutaetai omoi wa afureru noni
Nee umaku kotoba ni naranai
Anata ni deaete inakereba konna
Modokashii itami sae mo shirazuni

Tashikana omoi wa kanjiru noni
Nee itsumo kotoba ni dekinai
Daremo ga koushite kotoba ni naranai
Omoi wo kakae nagara kyou mo ikiteiru

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KANJI

残された遠い昔の
傷跡が疼き出してまた
震えてる心隠して
微笑みにすり替えた

いくつになっても相変わらずな私は
今でも臆病で
強がる事ばかり覚えて行く

伝えたい想いは溢れるのに
ねぇ上手く言葉にならない
あなたに出会えていなければこんな
もどかしい痛みさえも知らなかったね

少しずつ認め始めた
癒されぬ過去の存在と
拒めない未来にいくら
怯えても仕方ないと

あとどの位の勇気が持てたら私は
大事なものだけを
胸を張って大事と言えるだろう

確かな想いは感じるのに
ねぇいつも言葉に出来ない
誰もがこうして言葉にならない
想いを抱えながら今日も生きている

伝えたい想いは溢れるのに
ねぇ上手く言葉にならない
あなたに出会えていなければこんな
もどかしい痛みさえも知らずに

確かな想いは感じるのに
ねぇいつも言葉に出来ない
誰もがこうして言葉にならない
想いを抱えながら今日も生きている