from Party Queen album.

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How are you? Is life
Still difficult for you now?

People you can truly talk to
Do you have such friends now?

Today, I passed by that place
And there, I thought I heard the voices
Of us that night

So straight, so straight, always misunderstood
Nobody really understands you
But you try, you try
It’s ok even if you’re uncool
I like you just that way

Just maybe, happiness
Exists only in tiny amounts

That is really bitter and painful
We may often feel that way

But just for that tiny bit
Of warm happiness
Our noses dripping with snot
We grovel on the ground

So lonely, so lonely, drinking the night away
Reflecting, but right after that
You have fun, have fun
And drink a little too much
I like you just that way

So straight, so straight, always misunderstood
Nobody really understands you
But you try, you try
It’s ok even if you’re uncool

So lonely, so lonely, drinking the night away
Reflecting, but right after that
You have fun, have fun
And drink a little too much
I like you just that way

I like you just that way

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from Party Queen album.

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When, with this tired body
I reach my darkened room
And realize that I need to turn on the lights
I absolutely hate that moment

Because always, without fail
My returning memories flip to that page
From the supposedly buried distant past
Of events I wish to erase

Everyone has one or two things
Which they wish they could forget
But what they cannot forget
Is the pain of knowing that they cannot afford to forget

In the end, the road hasn’t ended
But still continues on

lalala…..

Someday, I’ll be able to accept it all
That day will surely come, right?
When that happens, it’ll be great
If I can forgive your everything

Everyone has one or two things
Which they wish they could forget
But what they cannot forget
Is the pain of knowing that they cannot afford to forget

In the end, the road hasn’t ended
But still continues on

When, with this tired body
I reach my darkened room
And realize that I need to turn on the lights
I absolutely hate that moment

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from Party Queen album.

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What are you thinking of now?
In truth, in your eyes
Gentle things and heartwarming things
I want just these to be reflected in your eyes

Why do your eyes look so sad, yet you force yourself
To show me a look of excitement?
Why do you try your best to hold strong,
Telling me that you’re ok?

I want to hear your voice say
That you can’t truly reach me through the monitor screen
Trivial things and silly things
Even these all hold meaning

Why do you always shoulder everything
On your own, suffering alone?
Why do you take all the blame for this
Saying it’s all your fault?

If you do this, I become powerless wow oh
Can’t I even give you a little bit of support?
Hey, I want to share the burden too
Share your pain, your doubt, your past

Why do your eyes look so sad
Yet you force yourself…

Why do you try your best to hold strong,
Telling me that you’re ok?

oh oh Tell me why
oh oh Tell me why
oh oh Tell me why
oh oh Tell me why

oh oh Tell me why
oh oh Tell me why
oh oh Tell me why

Why did you say all that?

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from Party Queen album.

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The you reflected in my eyes and
The me reflected in your eyes

Caught each other’s gaze, and forgot to breathe
That moment when we first met
Alone now, I silently close my eyes
And gently cast my thoughts back

It’s just this small thing, but why am I like this
Unable to stop my tears?
We saw, we felt, we promised about
That formless thing
Is it still out there somewhere, smiling gently at us?

The two of us are no longer in each other’s eyes

That’s true, but it’s not that
Other things are reflected there
It’s just that the definite thing we saw that day
No longer exists anywhere

Others call it interesting and ridiculous
How we were together
No matter how understanding anyone looks
As they talk about us
Yes, the two of us cannot be understood by anyone else

It’s just this small thing, but why am I like this
Unable to stop my tears?
We saw, we felt, we promised about
That formless–

Others call it interesting and ridiculous
How we were together
No matter how understanding anyone looks
As they talk about us
Yes, the two of us cannot be understood by anyone else

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from Party Queen album.

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You probably won’t remember this
The sunrise which we saw that day
Was an end which seemed like a beginning
And so I couldn’t say anything

I just smiled, with all and everything I had

I heard a voice
Saying “Don’t leave me alone”
Saying “I’m fine as long as you’re by my side”
At that time, I was always searching
Until I felt that I have found something

Hey, but just what should I call this?

“Everything was an illusion”
“You were just dreaming”
Someone, please look me straight in the eye
And somehow say these things to me

Pretending that I’ve forgetten it all
I can do that really well now, but

You were warm as you wiped away my tears
You held me tight with those hands
For the first time in my life, I felt it
Sentimental, I felt like crying again

Hey, but just what should I call this?

I heard a voice
Saying “Don’t leave me alone”
Saying “I’m fine as long as you’re by my side”
At that time, I was always searching
Until I felt that I have found something

You were warm as you wiped away my tears
You held me tight with those hands
For the first time in my life, I felt it
Sentimental, I felt like crying again

Hey, just what

Hey, just what should I call this?

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from MY STORY album.

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Shiny things, cute things
The things we like are still the same, but
Being cool and tough is more
Important in this age

The times, look, how much
They have changed, but even so
What is this about tears being our weapons?

We won’t cry so easily
We don’t just whine all day
We are not just dressed up
Dolls anymore

Though we may still be fragile
We don’t just laugh all day
We don’t exist just for your pleasure
Don’t forget that

Even though there are definitely nights
When our hearts hurt just a little

What is real, humans, look
When we get hurt, just by that
We become even more gentle and strong, that’s the truth

With that all-knowing look
Are you planning to dictate everything?
We are not just dolls who dream
All day long

With that satisfied look
Are you planning to artfully deceive us?
We are not such innocent and pure creatures
Remember that

The times, look, how much
They have changed, but even so
What is this about tears being our weapons?

We won’t cry so easily
We don’t just whine all day
We are not just dressed up
Dolls anymore

Though we may still be fragile
We don’t just laugh all day
We don’t exist just for your pleasure
Don’t forget that

With that all-knowing look
Are you planning to dictate everything?
We are not just dolls who dream
All day long

With that satisfied look
Are you planning to artfully deceive us?
We are not such innocent and pure creatures
Remember that

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