暗夜の心中立て (Anya no shinjyuu date) – Dark night’s double suicide

from Anya no shinjyuu date single + X -Cross II- album.

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“As long as she hears the words “I love you”
This woman opens up her body to anyone”
This is how the world casts scorn upon me
That I know
But this life
There is only one person whom I will instantly sacrifice it to
Ah, such is the depths of my certain feelings
Yet you don’t know, don’t feel, not at all
Like the moon with its cloud, the flowers with the wind, drunk
And enchanted I am

“As long as it’s someone she fancies
This woman acts like a total fool”
To all the world who casts scorn upon me
I won’t fall into despair, nor make any comeback
So this heart
Please embrace it, just once, until it is broken and torn to pieces
Ah, such pain, and the hopes for tomorrow
Unseen, unheard, neither reality nor lies
With a pinky promise, I let you swallow the poisoned blowfish
Lost, we are

Like a lamp that shines proof that this insignificant life existed
A final afterglow

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名うての泥棒猫 (Naute no doborouneko) – The notorious adulterer

from Anya no shinjyuu date single + X -Cross II- album.

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Do they call me an adulterer?
Does that word hold
A bad reputation?
Like a moronic false accusation
He is a cat of spring
So dependent

Things that just happen without a reason
To push them away abruptly
As if they’re a heat wave or mirage
That escape when chased after

Even if they call me an adulterer
Recently, I’ve become
Used to it
Like a general false accusation
I’m like a cat of autumn
Afraid of the cold

Things that snuggle up to us without a reason
We can’t chase them away easily
Like mysterious lights and the evening moon
That are forever cold

They call me
“The woman who has everything”
And naturally, I become shameless
What is it about the fate between women and men?
Equally loose yet holding on fast
No matter how we struggle to be free

Is it a sin
To hide him away?
Will we be happy or sad at the end?
Nobody knows

Things that leave us without a reason
We can’t hold them back at all
Burning and seething and wishing to go along
Yes, if you please

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