エゴアイディール (Ego aidiiru) – Ego ideal
from SMASHING ANTHEMS album.
——
Unable to speak what I want to say
So I scribbled it down, tore and threw it away
When can I let go of this notebook full of pain?
Pretending not to hear anything
Where do I go with this lavish smile?
With high power headphones
Hey, will my voice take shape?
Resonate, like the everflowing shooting stars
Steadfastedly irregular, my universe is uncool, but
I can deliver a melody that doesn’t exist anywhere else
It’s alright if others laugh, I want to sing with all my might
Having delusions of ideals
Questioning myself
Collapsing, bound hand and foot
Before I knew it, another pose
The heat of the gazes upon me
Is perplexing, as I’m unable to check them
These choices accumulating everyday
I want to thoroughly clean them up
Scream, until the lost, lonely figure is blown out
Still so awkward, my show-off heart’s voice, but
I’m prepared for extravagant dreams
So I’ll look forward and believe in this step
To soar high and far
Imprisoned by that idea
I put off the important things
And thought too much
I want to be even more free
Resonate, like the everflowing shooting stars
Steadfastedly irregular, my universe is uncool, but
I can deliver a melody that doesn’t exist anywhere else
It’s alright if others laugh, I want to sing with all my might
——
ROOMAJI
Iitai koto ienaku tte
Kaki nagutte yaburi sutete
Itsu ni nareba tebanaseru no kizu darake nooto
Nanimo kikoenai furi de
Egao furi maite doko he yuku no?
Kouseinou na iyafon ga areba
Nee, boku no koe katachi ni dekiru kana
Hibike tomedo naku afureru ryuusei no you ni
Hitasura ni fukisoku de kakko warui boku no sora dakedo
Doko ni mo nai merodii nara todoke rareru yo
Warawaretemo ii kara zenryoku de utaitai
Risou bakari mousou shite
Jibun jishin shitsumon zeme
Maicchau yo ganji garame
Kizukeba mata, poozu
Muke rareta shisen no netsu ni
Hadome kikanakute tomadotteru
Mainichi tamatte iku sentaku mono-tachi
Nekosogi kirei ni katazuketai
Sakebe mayoi no koei fuki keshite shimau hodo
Imasara ni bukiyou de kakko tsuketa boku no oto dakedo
Totetsu mo nai yume nara youi shite aru kara
Mae dake wo mitsumete kono ippo wo shinjitai yo
Takaku tooku tobu koto
Sore bakari ni toraware
Kanjin na koto atomawashi de
Kangae sugiteita yo
Motto jiyuu ni naritai
Hibike tomedo naku afureru ryuusei no you ni
Hitasura ni fukisoku de kakko warui boku no sora dakedo
Doko ni mo nai merodii nara todoke rareru yo
Warawaretemo ii kara zenryoku de utaitai
——
KANJI
言いたいこと言えなくって
書き殴って 破り捨てて
いつになれば手放せるの 傷だらけノート
何も聞こえないフリで
笑顔振りまいて 何処へ行くの？
高性能なイヤフォンがあれば
ねえ、僕の声カタチに出来るかな
響け 止めどなく溢れる流星のように
ひたすらに不規則で カッコ悪い僕の宇宙―ソラ―だけど
どこにもないメロディーなら届けられるよ
笑われてもいいから 全力で歌いたい
理想ばかり妄想して
自分自身 質問攻め
参っちゃうよ 雁字搦め
気付けばまた、ポーズ
向けられた視線の熱に
歯止めきかなくて戸惑ってる
毎日溜まっていく選択モノたち
根こそぎ綺麗に片付けたい
叫べ 迷いの孤影 吹き消してしまうほど
今更に不器用で カッコ付けた僕の心音―オト―だけど
とてつもない夢なら用意してあるから
前だけを見つめて この一歩を信じたいよ
高く遠く飛ぶこと
そればかりに囚われ
肝心なこと後回しで
考え過ぎていたよ
もっと自由になりたい
響け 止めどなく溢れる流星のように
ひたすらに不規則で カッコ悪い僕の宇宙―ソラ―だけど
どこにもないメロディーなら届けられるよ
笑われてもいいから 全力で歌いたい
