暗夜の心中立て (Anya no shinjyuu date) – Dark night’s double suicide
from Anya no shinjyuu date single + X -Cross II- album.
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“As long as she hears the words “I love you”
This woman opens up her body to anyone”
This is how the world casts scorn upon me
That I know
But this life
There is only one person whom I will instantly sacrifice it to
Ah, such is the depths of my certain feelings
Yet you don’t know, don’t feel, not at all
Like the moon with its cloud, the flowers with the wind, drunk
And enchanted I am
“As long as it’s someone she fancies
This woman acts like a total fool”
To all the world who casts scorn upon me
I won’t fall into despair, nor make any comeback
So this heart
Please embrace it, just once, until it is broken and torn to pieces
Ah, such pain, and the hopes for tomorrow
Unseen, unheard, neither reality nor lies
With a pinky promise, I let you swallow the poisoned blowfish
Lost, we are
Like a lamp that shines proof that this insignificant life existed
A final afterglow
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ROOMAJI
Suki to iwarerya dare ni demo
Karada wo hiraku onna da to
Hito ga wachiki wo warafu no wo
Shiranu wake de wa arinsen
Dakedo kono inochi
Hito omohi ni nage dashita aite wa tatta hitori dake
Aa konna okusoko wo tsuki tomete oki nagara
Shiranu zonzenu ja amari so de naiwai na
Tsuki ni murakumo hana ni kaze yowasete okun nanshi
Horete soro
Suita o-hito nya dokomademo
Baka ni naru you na onna da to
Hito ga wachiki wo warahe domo
Yake ya hazumi ja arinsen
Dakara kono kokoro
Yabuite chigireru made daite yo tatta ichido dake
Aa konna itami nanzo asu no nozomi nanzo
Mienu kikoenu hontou mo uso mo naiwai na
Yubikiri genman harisenbon nomasete okun nanshi
Kurete soro
Nakenashi no inochi no akashi wo tobo shite okun nanshi
Wakaru zanseu
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KANJI
好きと云はれりや誰にでも
からだをひらくをんなだと
世間(ひと)がわちきを嘲笑(わら)ふのを
知らぬわけではありんせん
だけどこの命
一思ひに投げ出した相手は唯(たった)一人だけ
噫こんな奥底を突き止めて置きながら
知らぬ存ぜぬぢや余り然(そ)で無いわいな
月に叢雲(むらくも)花に風酔わせておくんなんし
惚れて候
好いたお人にや何処までも
莫迦(ばか)になる様なをんなだと
世間(ひと)がわちきを嘲笑(わら)へども
自棄(やけ)や勢(はず)みぢやありんせん
だからこの心
破いて千切れる迄(まで)抱いてよ唯(たった)一度だけ
噫こんな痛みなんぞ明日の望みなんぞ
見えぬ聞えぬ本当も嘘も無いわいな
指切拳万針千本呑ませておくんなんし
暗(く)れて候
無無(なけな)しの命の証を点(とぼ)しておくんなんし
判るざんせう
