from SHADOWPLAY single + Supernova album.

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A voice that can’t reach that beloved profile, even if I desert this grating heart
Always, always, my emotions never dry up
As I searched for your shadow

I can’t solve this puzzle that resembles the chipped moon
The curtains wait for the lines and open

“I want to stay beside you forever”, I couldn’t say the words as your back retreated far away

As the wounds accumulate, I still want to touch them
I knew these days past were not lies as I reached out, but

Because I want to grasp that impossible wish
I searched for you til the very end
“Never again, never again will I let you go”
I want to say this as I repaint a thousand nights

I can’t say it now, as I embrace the remembered pain and scream out

Yesterday in monochrome, tomorrow in rich colours
The plans of the future which I want to paint are in these hands

The glittering tears overflowing from my heart offer colour to the wilted flowers
“I will never ever forget”
These exchanged words laid empty in my ears

A voice that can’t reach that beloved profile, even if I desert this grating heart
Always, always, my emotions never dry up
As I searched for your shadow

Unable to forget that impossible wish
It’ll transform into an invisible song
Never again, never again
No overlapping, no more acting, the curtains close
Let’s end this

——

ROOMAJI

Taisetsu na yokogao to todokanai koe kishimu kokoro okizari ni shitemo
Itsumademo itsumademo omoi wa karezu
Kimi no kage wo sagashita

Kaketa tsuki de katadotta pazuru wa tokenai
Maku wa shirifu wo machi hiraku

Zutto tonari ni itai to kuchi ni wa dekizu ni too no iteta senaka

Kizu ga fuetemo fureteitakute
Sugoshita hibi wa uso ja nai to te wo nobasu kedo

Kanawanai negai hodo tsukamitai kara
Tadoru hate ni kimi wo sagashiteta
Mou nidoto mou nidoto hanarenai yo to
Sen no yoru wo nurikae tsutaetain da

Ima wa kotoba ni dekinai oboeta bakari no itami wo idaki sakebu

Monokuro no kako gokusai no asu
Egakitai mirai yosouzu wa kono te no naka ni

Kokoro kara afuredasu kirameku namida kareru hana ni irodori wo atae
Itsumademo itsumademo wasurenai yo to
Kawasu kotoba kuukyo ni mimi ni nokotta

Taisetsu na yokogao to todokanai koe kishimu kokoro okizari ni shitemo
Itsumademo itsumademo omoi wa karezu
Kimi no kage wo sagashita

Kanawanai negai hodo wasurerarezu ni
Katachi no nai uta ni kawaru darou
Mou nidoto mou nidoto
Kasanari wa shinai enji kitta makugire
Saigo ni shiyou

——

KANJI

大切な横顔と届かない声 軋む心置き去りにしても
いつまでも いつまでも 想いは枯れず
君の影を探した

欠けた月で象ったパズルは解けない
幕は台詞を待ち 開く

ずっと隣にいたいと口には出来ずに 遠のいてた背中

傷が増えても触れていたくて
過ごした日々は嘘じゃないと手を伸ばすけど

叶わない願い程掴みたいから
辿る果てに君をさがしてた
もう二度と もう二度と 離れないよと
千の夜を塗り替え 伝えたいんだ

今は言葉に出来ない 覚えたばかりの痛みを抱き叫ぶ

モノクロの昨日 極彩の明日
描きたい未来予想図はこの手の中に

心から溢れ出す煌めく涙 枯れる花に彩りを与え
いつまでも いつまでも 忘れないよと
交わす言葉 空虚に耳に残った

大切な横顔と届かない声 軋む心 置き去りにしても
いつまでも いつまでも 想いは枯れず
君の影を探した

叶わない願い程忘れられずに
形の無い歌に変わるだろう
もう二度と もう二度と
重なりはしない 演じ切った幕切れ
最期にしよう