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What is this feeling?
When you feel so far away
Slowly becoming blurred
I can’t feel you at all
Slowly closing my eyes
Then slowly opening them again
If I continue to do this
You may just disappear
I have no excuse
No glossing over the facts
The one who made the choice, even if it was a mistake
Is none other than myself
I had let go again
Of the things I believed deep in my heart
I thought you were my forever
The only one on this Earth
Why did I let go
Of the things I wanted to believe deep in my heart?
When you were the only light
Left on this Earth
Can I smile from my heart?
Can not I go back yet?
“Shall I go to fetch you?”
I hear such a voice
I have nowhere to return to
Nowhere I want to fall asleep
Ever since the day I lost the exit
I don’t even know where I am now
I won’t go back anymore
No matter how much my heart wants to be saved
No matter where I go in this world
No matter if I am left all alone
I won’t feel regret anymore
No matter how much my heart screams
No matter where I go in this world
Even if it spells my end
The sun will not rise again
This long night will never see dawn
I had let go again
Of the things I believed deep in my heart
I thought you were my forever
The only one on this Earth
Why did I let go
Of the things I wanted to believe deep in my heart?
When you were the only light
Left on this Earth
I know that it hurts
When the moon is left alone
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