素直になりたい (Sunao ni naritai) – I want to be honest
from Shuumatsu Not yet single + already album.
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I want to be honest
Like the green trees swaying in the wind…
Straight ahead, led by my heart
I’ll go
Aware of others’ gaze
I spoke several lies
And forced myself to go through life
Unable to come clean
I always pick the same clothes
As everyone else
Why?
When I turn back
My footsteps were the only ones
I couldn’t find
Anywhere
I want to be honest
I want to shout that I’m me
From the unmapped crossroads
I’ll walk out with freedom
Within my grasp, right now
Straying from the crowd
I spent nights in loneliness
Crying to the blue moon
Even so, the dawn comes
Brightening up
The darkest skies
Someday
When I can face myself
I’ll step firmly
With my own two feet
Upon this earth
I want to be honest
Like the green trees swaying in the wind…
Flowers blooming, birds chirping
As I give my body
To beautiful Nature…
Like a child
Stripped of all clothing
Without any hindrance
Living as an innocent
I want to be honest
Like the green trees swaying in the wind
Straight ahead, led by my heart
I want to be honest
I want to shout that I’m me
From the unmapped crossroads
I’ll walk out with freedom
Within my grasp, right now
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