彼の落書き (Kare no rakugaki) – His scribbles

from Akatsuki no love letter album.

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No contact from you again today, I’m sure you must be really busy
I still can’t clear this stage in my game, so I throw in all prayers and challenge it again

I wish that the phone will ring for me tomorrow, with a loud ringing tone

My feelings for you never drop, never fall, never disappear
Certain like the scribbles throughout my body
My eyes are red and puffy, rubbed raw
So quickly embrace me tightly with those arms

I seem to be losing out to the sky today, as it moves on without clinging on to anything

Nothing will change if I wait, so I open up my tightly-bound diary once more

My heart echoes your passing footsteps
I want to always, always be drunk on that sound
I only want to know the beginning, I don’t need any ending
Hold me tight to your chest

Hey, melt this lumpy, frozen heart immediately
You, who pretend not to know as you pass nonchalantly by before my eyes

My feelings for you never drop, never fall, never disappear
Certain like the scribbles throughout my body
My eyes are red and puffy, rubbed raw
So quickly embrace me tightly with those arms

——

ROOMAJI

Kyou mo yappa renraku wa nai kitto isogashiin da to omotte mitari
Doutei kuria dekinai geemu wo gankake suru tsumori de charenji shitari

Ashita koso wa denwa no beru ga ookina koe de atashi no koto yobi dashimasu you ni

Ochinu torenu kienu anata he no omoi wa masa ni
Karadajuu no rakugaki mitai
Kosutte akaku harete shimau kara imasugu
Sono te de gyutto tsuyoku tsutsumi konde

Kyou nanika ni sugari tsuitenai to ugoki dasu sora ni makete shimai sou

Matteru dake ja kawaranai kara kitsuku shibatta mama no nikki wo mou ichido akete

Atashi no kokoro hibiki wataru anata no ashioto
Zutto zutto yoi shiretetai
Hajimari shika shiritakunai owari nado iranai
Anata no mune ni atashi wo shimai konde

Nee kono katamari hieta kokoro wo imasugu moe tokashite yo
Shiranai furi shite atashi no mae wo sarige naku tooru anata

Ochinu torenu kienu anata he no omoi wa masa ni
Karadajuu no rakugaki mitai
Kosutte akaku harete shimau kara imasugu
Sono te de gyutto tsuyoku tsutsumi konde

——

KANJI

今日もやっぱ連絡はない きっと忙しいんだと思ってみたり
とうていクリア出来ないゲームを 願掛けするつもりでチャレンジしたり

明日こそは電話のベルが大きな声であたしの事呼び出します様に

落ちぬ取れぬ消えぬあなたへの想いは正に
体中の落書きみたい
こすって赤く腫れてしまうから今すぐ
その手でぎゅっと強く包み込んで

今日何かにすがりついてないと 動き出す空に負けてしまいそう

待ってるだけじゃ変わらないから きつく縛ったままの日記をもう一度開けて

あたしの心響き渡るあなたの足音
ずっとずっと酔いしれてたい
始まりしか知りたくない終わりなどいらない
あなたの胸にあたしをしまい込んで

ねぇこのかたまり冷えた心を今すぐ燃え溶かしてよ
知らないふりしてあたしの前をさり気なく通るあなた

落ちぬ取れぬ消えぬあなたへの想いは正に
体中の落書きみたい
こすって赤く腫れてしまうから今すぐ
その手でぎゅっと強く包み込んで