from MY STORY album.
——
Just what have I been waiting for?
Every time the phone I grip vibrates
My heart starts to pound
But it soon changes into sighs
As this repeats again and again
It’ll never come, but just until when
Will I believe in words like “soon”?
Hey, it’s best to just forget
To treat it as just a dream I saw
Miracles will not occur
Even though I know that
I know that, but..
“It’s like I suddenly don’t know you at all”
I’m sorry to have said this that day so suddenly
The tears I saw at the end, even now
They won’t leave my mind
Hey, why couldn’t I believe
In the you I saw before my eyes?
To be so awkward with things I love
Even though just loving them
Should be enough
Hey, did I manage to leave
Anything for you?
Hey, as time passes like this
Will there be anything left for me?
Will my heart still continue to
Wish for miracles? Or will it leave
Just a scar?
——
ROOMAJI
Ittai nani wo kitai shiteru to iu no
Nigiri shimeteru denwa ga furueru tabi
Ichiichi mune ga takanatte
Demo sugu ni tameiki ni kaete
Mou nando kurikaeshi
Kuru wake nai itsuka nante kotoba
Itsumade shinjiteru tsumori
Nee wasurete shimaeba ii
Sukoshi yume miteita dake da tte
Kiseki nante okoru wake mo
Nai koto kurai wakatteru no ni
Wakatteru no ni
Kyuu ni subete ga wakaranaku natta tte
Ano hi totsuzen iidashite gomen ne
Saigo ni mita namida ga ima mo mada
Atama kara hanarezu ni iru
Nee doushite me no mae no kimi wo
Shinjite agerarenakattan darou
Suki na mono wo bukiyou na kurai
Suki na dake de juubun datta
Hazu na no ni ne
Nee watashi wa kimi ni nanika wo
Nokoshite ageru koto ga dekita kana
Nee kono mama toki ga sugitara
Watashi ni wa nani ga nokorun darou
Soredemo mada kiseki wo negai
Tsuzukeru kokoro? Soretomo tada no
Kizuato kana?
——
KANJI
一体何を期待してるというの
握り締めてる電話が震える度
いちいち胸が高鳴って
でもすぐにため息に変えて
もう何度繰り返し
来る訳ないいつかなんて言葉
いつまで信じてるつもり
ねぇ忘れてしまえばいい
少し夢見ていただけだって
奇跡なんて起こるわけも
ない事くらいわかってるのに
わかってるのに
急にすべてがわからなくなったって
あの日突然言い出してごめんね
最後に見た涙が今もまだ
頭から離れずにいる
ねぇどうして目の前の君を
信じてあげられなかったんだろう
好きなものを不器用なくらい
好きなだけでじゅうぶんだった
はずなのにね
ねぇ私は君に何かを
残してあげる事が出来たかな
ねぇこのまま時が過ぎたら
私には何が残るんだろう
それでもまだ奇跡を願い
続ける心?それともただの
傷跡かな?
