もう君をひとりにさせない (Mou kimi wo hitori ni sasenai) – Won’t leave you alone again

from Mou kimi wo hitori ni sasenai single + U-ka saegusa IN db IV ~Crystal na kisetsu ni miserarete~ album.

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Unable to discuss with anyone, brooding over my problems
Stopping and unable to move on
When was it that I felt that way?

Surely, when someone has hurt me
That someone must have been hurt himself too, but I didn’t realize that
It must have been painful for you too

In the midst of the same days repeating
You remain unchanging
So that I can accept myself for who I am too

Won’t leave you alone again
Gently touching my trembling heart
I’ve realized that I’m not the only one who was lonely

Embraced by the soft sunshine
The too long winter has ended
Having known loneliness, we have surely become strong

Like that bird, embracing the blue sky
Flying towards freedom
I pierced through the grey skies
And have reached you again

Without doubt, reality is soaring high
Even if I can’t fly as well as I thought
The things which trouble me with their loss are few

The kindness I can’t speak of, as time draws too near
There are times when we hope too much and miss out on something
But I don’t want to run from sorrow anymore

Won’t leave you alone again
We have always taken the long road, but
This heart can’t stand that others were lonely too

Time has passed in a flash
Even if today becomes a memory someday
I’ve realized that the one thing I don’t want to lose is “you”

Won’t leave you alone again
Embracing your profile as you cast your eyes down
Because I know that our warmth is our loneliness

I won’t let go of your held hand again
I don’t want anything else anymore
Because I’ve realized that the one thing I really want to protect is “you”

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ROOMAJI

Dare ni mo soudan dekizuni nayami fusagikonde
Tachidomatta mama ugokezuni ita no wa
Itsu no koro datta kana

Kitto hito wa jibun ga kizutsuku to
Aite mo kizutsuiteru koto ni kizuite agerarenai
Zutto kimi mo kurushindeita yo ne

Onaji mainichi no kurikaeshi no naka
Kimi ga kawaranaide ite kureru kara
Watashi mo sono mama no jibun uke irerareru

Mou kimi wo hitori ni sasenai
Furueru kokoro ni sotto furete
Samishikatta no wa jibun dake ja nai koto ni kizuita

Yawaraka na hizashi ni tsutsumarete
Nagasugita fuyu mo owaru ne
Kodoku wo shitta bun dake kitto futari wa tsuyoku nareru

Aoi sora ni idakarete jiyuu ni
Habataku ano tori no you ni
Guree na sora tsuki nukete
Mata kimi ni tadori tsuita

Mayou koto naku sora takaku maiagare
Omou you ni tobenakutemo
Nakushite komaru mono nado sonna ni ookunai kara

Toki ni chikazuki sugite ienakunaru yasashisa ya
Motome sugite surechigau koto mo aru kedo
Mou kanashimi kara nigetari shinai

Mou kimi wo hitori ni sasenai
Toomawari bakari shite kita kedo
Samishikatta no wa hoka no dareka ja umerarenai kono kokoro

Matataku ma ni toki ga sugite
Itsuka kyou ga omoide ni kawattemo
Nakushitakunai mono wa tatta hitotsu “kimi” da to kizuita kara

Mou kimi wo hitori ni sasenai
Utsumuku yokogao dakishimete
Samishikatta no wa futari no atatakasa wo shitteita kara

Tsunaida kono te mou hanasanai
Mou hoka ni nanimo hoshikunai
Hontou ni mamoritai mono wa tatta hitotsu “kimi” da to kizuita kara

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KANJI

誰にも相談できずに 悩み塞ぎ込んで
立ち止まったまま動けずにいたのは
いつの頃だったかな

きっと人は自分が傷つくと
相手も傷ついてることに気づいてあげられない
ずっと君も苦しんでいたよね

同じ毎日の繰り返しの中
君が変わらないでいてくれるから
私もそのままの自分受け入れられる

もう君をひとりにさせない
震える心にそっと触れて
淋しかったのは自分だけじゃないことに気づいた

やわらかな陽射しに包まれて
長すぎた冬も終わるね
孤独を知った分だけ きっと二人は強くなれる

青い空に抱かれて自由に
羽ばたくあの鳥のように
グレーな空突き抜けて
また君にたどり着いた

迷うことなく現実高く舞い上がれ
思うように飛べなくても
失くして困るものなどそんなに多くないから

時に近づきすぎて言えなくなる優しさや
求めすぎてすれ違うこともあるけど
もう悲しみから逃げたりしない

もう君をひとりにさせない
遠まわりばかりしてきたけど
淋しかったのは他の誰かじゃ埋められないこの心

瞬く間に時が過ぎて
いつか今日が思い出に変わっても
失くしたくないものはたったひとつ『君』だと気づいたから

もう君をひとりにさせない
うつむく横顔抱きしめて
淋しかったのは二人のあたたかさを知っていたから

つないだこの手もう離さない
もう他に何も欲しくない
本当に守りたいものはたったひとつ『君』だと気づいたから