from FAKE single.
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You lied, but your final gentleness alone is enough
To save me
Just what are you thinking now, what are you feeling?
No matter how I shout, I won’t reach you
With a composed face, you pretended not to know anything
Did you think I won’t notice?
This deceiving rhythm is resounding in vain
If it’s like this, I don’t want to see tomorrow
Since the past and into the future
Is it alright to laugh with a pitiful woman?
The times we kissed, the unknown taste
Aren’t you sick of pretending not to see?
Contrary to this dried out heart
Why are the flower petals wet?
Don’t look at me so innocent and sweetly
But… you are so precious
You lied, but your final gentleness alone is enough
To save me
Just what are you thinking now, what are you feeling?
No matter how I shout, I won’t reach you
Your fragrance lingers in vain
No matter how many times I’ve washed…
I tried breaking you till the very end
Don’t make me look like a fool by saying “I love you”
If there’s no such thing as endless rain
Will these tears stop someday too?
Though I swore never to return to you
Why am I hoping otherwise?
You acted strong, but the final weakness you showed for the first time
Crushes my heart even now
Why did you say “don’t go” then?
No matter how I shout, I won’t reach you
Don’t look at me so innocent and sweetly
But… you are so precious
You lied, but your final gentleness alone is enough
To save me
Just what are you thinking now, what are you feeling?
No matter how I shout…
You acted strong, but the final weakness you showed for the first time
Crushes my heart even now
Why did you say “don’t go” then?
No matter how I shout, I won’t reach you
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Request by AyumiJae_TVXQ
ROOMAJI
Usotsuki na kimi ga kureta saigo no yasashisa dake ga
Watashi wo sukutte kureta
Kimi wa ima nani wo omoi nani wo kanjiteiru darou
Doredake sakendemo todokanai
Heiki na kao shite shiranai furi
Kizuitenai to omotteru?
Itsuwari rizumu ga munashiku hibiku
Kono mama ashita wa mitakunai
Imamade mo zutto korekara mo zutto
Aware na onna to warawarereba ii?
Kisu wo suru tabi shiranai aji
Miteminu furi wa akiaki shiteru no
Kawaita kokoro to urahara ni
Naze ka nureteta hanabira
Tanjun da nante amaku minaide yo
Dakedo…anata ga itoshii
Usotsuki na kimi ga kureta saigo no yasashisa dake ga
Watashi wo sukutte kureta
Kimi wa ima nani wo omoi nani wo kanjiteiru darou
Doredake sakendemo todokanai
Kimi no kaori ga munashiku nokoru
Nandomo arainagasu noni…
Saigo ni kimi wo kowashite mita
‘Aishiteru’ nante baka ni shinaide yo
Yamanai ame wa nai to iu nara
Kono namida mo itsuka yamu no?
Nido to modoranai chikatta hazu na no ni
Naze ka motomete shimau no
Tsuyogari na kimi ga miseta saisho de saigo no yowasa
Ima mo mune wo shimetsukeru
Doushite kimi wa ano toki ‘ikanaide’ to itta no?
Nandomo sakendemo todokanai
Tanjun da nante amaku minaide yo
Dakedo…anata ga itoshii
Usotsuki na kimi ga kureta saigo no yasashisa dake ga
Watashi wo sukutte kureta
Kimi wa ima nani wo omoi nani wo kanjiteiru darou
Doredake sakendemo…
Tsuyogari na kimi ga miseta saisho de saigo no yowasa
Ima mo mune wo shimetsukeru
Doushite kimi wa ano toki ‘ikanaide’ to itta no?
Nandomo sakendemo todokanai
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KANJI
嘘つきな君がくれた最後の優しさだけが
私を救ってくれた
君は今何を思い何を感じているだろう
どれだけ叫んでも届かない
平気な顔して知らないフリ
気付いてないと思ってる?
偽りリズムがむなしく響く
このまま明日は見たくない
今までもずっとこれからもずっと
哀れな女と笑われればいい?
キスをする度知らない味
見てみぬフりは飽き飽きしてるの
乾いた心とうらはらに
なぜか濡れてた花びら
単純だなんて甘く見ないでよ
だけど…あなたが愛しい
嘘つきな君がくれた最後の優しさだけが
私を救ってくれた
君は今何を思い何を感じているだろう
どれだけ叫んでも届かない
君の香りが虚しく残る
何度も洗い流すのに…
最後に君を壊してみた
「愛してる」なんてバカにしないでよ
止まらない雨はないというなら
この涙もいつか止むの?
二度と戻らない誓ったはずなのに
なぜか求めてしまうの
強がりな君が見せた最初で最後の弱さ
今も胸を締め付ける
どうして君はあの時「行かないで」と言ったの?
何度も叫んでも届かない
単純だなんて甘く見ないでよ
だけど…あなたが愛しい
嘘つきな君がくれた最後の優しさだけが
私を救ってくれた
君は今何を思い何を感じているだろう
どれだけ叫んでも…
強がりな君が見せた最初で最後の弱さ
今も胸を締め付ける
どうして君はあの時「行かないで」と言ったの?
何度も叫んでも届かない